reality bites.

It probably feels like we have just gone through a very bad break-up with our beloved Brissy world, and what's left to be done now is to move on with our lives, right here, right now. Thank you for the experience Australia, you've been wonderful. And it really is back to reality now.

Keep on fighting comrades! The last chapter of our B. Ed story. Lets craft even more beautiful memories and awesome moments =)

jangan menyerah.

I know that something's wrong, and I know that you have problems. But I can't help, I don't know how to help. And that just kills me.

I wish that I have all the strength in the world. So that I can give them to you both. Stay strong my dearly sayangs. Always by your side, for both of you, praying.

eid.

just not where i wanna be.

"When my arms can’t reach people close to my heart, I always hug them with my prayers." Baca ni pun nangis. Gila punya budak.

eid mubarak.

kenapa rasa sedih?

life is too scary sometimes. scared of the future. scared of the fact that i have to grow up, and move on. that i sometimes feel like just hiding myself in the room. but until when can i do that? because life itself is temporary. what remains only the hereafter. biar susah di dunia, demi kesenangan di akhirat.

one of those melancholy moments. again. but why now? at this moment? kenapa rasa sedih? because i suddenly feel like i am all alone. in this big. terrifying. world.

*Alhamdulillah atas nikmat Allah bagi hari ni. unexpected. happy. tapi rasa ironi, gembira dlm sedih. rasa tak bersyukur pun ada, Allah dah bagi nikmat, still sedih-sedih lagi. Astaghfirullah al-azim T_T*

nothing is ever coincidence.

“What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right now.” -Anonymous-

You know how you thought you have all the time in the world to do something? Well, you don’t, actually. And you’ll end up regretting not doing that something earlier. It’s all really about the choices we make. And what do we have really, other than choices?

It ain’t gonna be easy. But it will be worth it.

Winter breeze in autumn. 14'C. Flu. Headache. Feverish.

*Hakikat bahagia. Bahagia itu pilihan*

the journey

Jaulah Seerah Autumn 2011 to Coffs Harbour. Journey begins tomorrow morning. May all go well and may Allah bless our journey. =)

rumah manis rumah.

I miss a whole bunch of things. But on top of all, i miss home. Ahh, memories. Irreplaceable. =)